A post I wrote in April of '06, but never posted
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Sometimes I feel claustrophobic to this world, like I can't see far enough.
Imagine a dark, misty day, where there is fog everywhere. Actually, you don't know that there is fog everywhere, you just know it's all around you. It's all you know. That feeling for me is that it's all just too close. No room to breathe. I feel that way even when it is open, blue skies above. Even night time, with the infinity of blackness, it's just too close, I need more room. Room to breathe.
I need to see past the horizon, because it's holding me in.
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Sounds like you were created for a bigger, more vivid and glorious place. I know I was!
I used to be like that until I got a hair cut. Now I can see quite fine. Maybe you need a haircut?
actually, i DO need a haircut. I'm waiting a bit for my cousin to be ready for more haircutting. She's got a cute baby boy to take care of right now, so it could be a while. I might do some of my own trimming in the meanwhile.. but sometimes that goes very very wrong.
oh. i guess i DID post this, but put it back to draft. I wonder why!?
Oh, and I cut my own hair a couple days ago. It looks decent. How funny that 2 years later I actually did what I said I might do in my last comment. (c:
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